Clockwork Dutchess

Hi.

How long was it since my last entry? Well, I just feel like posting one tonight. I dont think twitter and tumblr could handle it  it. Anyway, here's an entry so why not make the most of it right?


Clockwork Dutchess.

It seems a pretty good name for someone who loves Cassandra Clare's books. I really can't wait for City of Heavenly Fire btw. I like the thought of Tessa being some part of the supporting cast.

I've been starting my own novel also. I wish I would finish it this time. I will. It's about creatures beyond every human's expectation. Funny that I work on a novel with no publisher and even an agent. How do you get one anyway?

Well, here's a secret I would like to share to you reader: I think I'm dying. It may sound hilarious but you know what people say that we can feel our death coming? It's like when old people who are almost dying usually give clues to their relatives that they are days behind that day.

I really think it's funny if I ask myself, but seriously, I do have a feeling like the time is near. Maybe because of pressure perhaps, or maybe because that I am enjoying every second of my day, spending it as my last... I don't know. I had lots of fun recently, and it was awesome. I do wonder then if I will ever get that kind of fun again.

Too much of my death and why the heck am I so excited when I can't even read more books and marry my other half if that happens too soon. I wonder who will be at my wake and funeral; who will feel sorry for my death; and who will feel pity for it. *laughibg out loud*

Lol. Just lol.

Tomorrow's gonna be the cluster competition for the battle of the brains against other schools within the network. I do wish to get in for the nationals. I just wish the bacon won't be that tasty so I could bring it home without swallowing it.

Joking aside, I really do hope to bring the bacon. I had spent my entire afternoon studying at McDonalds and reading books at the local book store. So I really do hope to bring em.

School's been freaking busy. It's funny to think that everyone's sooo bothered with my birthday when I am not in the mood to celebrate it. Maybe I'm just afraid to have too much of too much fun when things aren't doing well. I still got a few stuffs to fix before graduation or else I won't even graduate.

Sooo, i just waatched Best Man Down and it was kind of boring. I look forward to watching comedy thesedays though since I ran out of fantasy-related movies. It was the same reason why I rushed to finish The Infernal Devices.

Speaking of which, I really think Tessa shouldn't go with Jem. If I were her, Will's death would mark the end of my life. I should probably kill myself as well. I should probably end my immortality as well. I cried at the epilogue by the way. Will's death... Will's mortal-ness. You see, he grew old while Tessa remained the same. They had children and grandchildren together and she remained.

Sad story. Goodnight btw. I ran out of words.